write down a dream about Oasis that I had a few days ago
Seeing the brothers again in my dream makes me happy, maybe I just couldn’t leave it behind, even if I wanted to.
I met Noel in a Chinese restaurant, he’s dining with family members, including Liam (or maybe not, I’m not sure). I approached him for a signature, and some talk. Somehow our conversation went to the topic of “how to work in a group” (WTF?) I was like “There must be democracy in a group.” And he agreed. Then I continued “The same with bands!”
Was he sort of embarrassed at my words? I couldn’t tell. But I didn’t have the courage to say “Your control on Oasis was too autocratic.” ‘cos it’d be too blunt to do so.
So, deep in my heart, I always blame the split on Noel, on his indifference(whether faked or not) to Liam, on his unsettled mind, on his manipulating, on him being mean to give positive opinions, on his everything.
I don’t know how other so-called fangirls feel about the split. It totally broke my heart. I love them both, however what I love most is them being together, playing together for ever, either of them leaving ruins it.
When I look back at the history, I found that the happy, blissful moments are always short. But they are what I live on. Those qoutes, videos, songs make be believe there’s love(whatever type of love) between them, while other evidence shake the belief.
We all have the thought “What if”, I thought about it countless times. What if they discover the underlying love below quarrels and fights? What if they can confess it to each other sober? What if they act as what they sing, “feel no shame”?
But in the back of my mind, there was always a way back. Me and him will go on forever, and beyond… beyond this time. It’ll go on forever and ever and ever.”-Liam Gallagher, 2005
I wonder Noel’s reaction to this. I wish I’d reminded him in the dream.